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About Me Member Deviously Deviant Rachel Gleavy18/Female/United Kingdom Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Month
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Diseased - Chapter 1

Go ahead, have a read... I need criticisms!!

Christmas

Wed Dec 9, 2009, 10:35 AM
Bah, humbug.

I can't help it. Yes, woo, Christmas, exciting, presents and oh so much GREED. wantwantwantwantwantwant. Yeah, I have a Christmas list, because mum wanted me to write one. You know what's on it? Two books and a pair of wellies.

Occasionally I'll get excited; I'm going home, back to see my friends! I've bought them presents, an we'll be going out for a drink, and Izy will be coming to spend New Year with me... But Christmas day itself? No. No, I'd rather not.

There's a HOLE, a giant gaping WOUND in everything and it just won't heal. Nov 26th, he died; Dec 25th, Christmas without him; 31st dec-1st Jan, New Year without him; 6th Jan, a birthday he'll never reach; 11th Jan, a birthday he'll never be part of. And then on Feb 14th, Kay gave up. She just didn't want to live without her nephew here; not even her nephew's children could keep her in this world.

So many dates, events, attempting and failing joviality through it all. I can't keep pretending. I miss Dad too much.

I hate Christmas.

  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Paint it Black - The Rolling Stones
  • Eating: Sour Cream and Chives Snack a Jacks
  • Drinking: Cider Shandy

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:iconjarcandablossoms:
Thank-you!

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'For yesterday is but a dream
And tomorrow is only a vision.
And today well-lived, makes
Yesterday a dream of happiness,
And every tomorrow a vision of hope.'


-Kalidasa
:iconkiriyama-nox:
gracias for the fave!!

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I wonder why I haven't grow fangs and claws already?
:iconfakekraid:
I'm glad you liked my haiku.
:iconmrs-sin:
Makes me wish I could write haiku's... they're so expressive in so few words!

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"Outside of a dog, a book is Man's best friend. Inside a dog it's too dark to read." - Groucho Marx

"I have nothing to declare but my genius." - Oscar Wilde
:iconfakekraid:
There's a tutorial essay on them somewhere on this site. Or you could talk to *mcdermid about them.
:iconwolfsraintoboe:
:heart: =)
Thank you!

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"A lady's imagination is very rapid; it jumps from admiration to love, from love to matrimony, in a moment." -Pride & Prejudice
:iconmrs-sin:
You're welcome :)

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"Outside of a dog, a book is Man's best friend. Inside a dog it's too dark to read." - Groucho Marx

"I have nothing to declare but my genius." - Oscar Wilde
:iconw-lupus:
thanks for the watch
:iconkenziegorawr:
thanks for the fave :D

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~Kenzie~
:iconmrs-sin:
You're welcome :)

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"Outside of a dog, a book is Man's best friend. Inside a dog it's too dark to read." - Groucho Marx

"I have nothing to declare but my genius." - Oscar Wilde

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